| heyhey everyone!
Its Wednesday, the week is almost over...it couldn't go any slower. i can't wait until summer because i really think that i need a big break from everything and the pressures of school and such. I'm going away June 24th til the 28th i'm really excited about that..it will be great fun..PARTY... PARTY... PARTY...and i won't have to worry about school.
Health wise for me things aren't so good. i found out another thing that is wrong with me and when i found out i cried for a really long time. I just wish that everything would get better and that i would be totally healthy again..thats all i want. i have a doctors appointment this Friday...oh YAY! not!! i have had so many of those in the past year its not even funny.
Relationship wise well thats a big MEH! i have no clue whats going on with Anthony and i. and i have no clue how he feels about me anymore. The ways things are going with us are the EXACT same way things happened with Barrett and i. The first month was amazing and couldn't get any better but after that it kind of all went down hill...and i really do not want that to happen with Anthony and i because i like him so much..and i am really falling for him..but i don't want to set myself up to get my heart broken again. i just can't handle that at this point in my life. I know that i should talk to him about it but it is really hard to do that because i don't want to wreck things and i don't know what to say...but oh well i will think of something.
But anyways speaking of Barrett he isn't talking to me anymore and i try all the time to talk to him.. I am putting an effort into trying to be friends with him. But a while ago on the phone i said something to him along the lines of well if you don't want to hug me anymore then i shouldn't have to tell you want i said and theres no point in us talking so give the phone to Mel. and i guess that he really took that all to heart because he is telling everyone that he is repecting what i want by not talking to me. But thats not what i want....what i want is to talk to Barrett....what i want is to be friends with him and to act like friends and to tell him things because he was one of the only people that i could tell things to and he was one of the very few ppl that i trust and i miss him...i miss him so much....but i guess that maybe i should be saying this all to him so i think that is what i am going to do...
Anyways we are haveing a banquet in French YAY.....food yummy...i'm excited...and what i am also excited for is the drink that Heather said that she is making...it sounds so good i can't wait...but speaking of food is making me really hungry and its not lunch yet...errrr....i wish that lunch was earlier....or that we got out earlier and had a long long lunch.....Only 7 days left of school
YAY....well i better let you all go because this is getting long
LUV YOU ALL TONZ AND BUNCHES
Mandi |
| |
| Heyhey,
I am in science rightnow on...and its a HALF DAY!!...i like half days because then you have the rest of the day to do whatever you want to do. And guess what else only11 more days of school left and then we have exams and then we are out for the summer.I can't wait...i need a long break from school and i love summer because the weather is the greatest.
Ok now for an update on the surgery and everything. My surgery went good and i'm starting to feel alot better. But now i am on more medication...which sucks because i have to remember to take one more thing. The only problem with the surgery that happened is the fact that they found something else wrong. When my appendix burst i guess that some of the poision must have leaked out and infected my uterus or something like that because that is the only thing that i can think of that makes any sense to me about why something would be wrong with it. They said that it is enlarged, red and full...whatever all that is suppose to mean...but i find out on the 11th if i have to have another surgery or not..
But on a happier note....things with Anthony and i are going going amazingly good. i could not be happier. Things are a lot better with Anthony than they were with Barrett...and today is one month...time really has been going by fast lately its kind of freaky how fast it has been going by.
But i should get going and i will update again soon byebye |
| |
